need/want/ont-

Spending the day

Alone with the shadows

Of others and history

On the screen and in the sunshine

Passed before me, some

Crossing paths

I can feel the glance and I'm

Afraid to meet

Those feelings or these choices

I'm unwilling or unable to

Make something positive of this

Distance

To grow

Apart(?)

I love you and don't want

To fly away and above into the mist

Alone

But I will

I don't need you

I want us.

We fit.

We share something so deep

That my words don't have any shine

There's nothing clever to say

The feelings are unvarnished

Real
of itself

And I don't want to let go

Or make the decision to move on (apart).

I know I may have to.