12.09.2020

want to be

where I am going 
Or
is it, I am.  
just be; 
Who I am 
  who am I
    & 
      where am I going?

Drifting toward the middle 
of the page passing and running
on in sentences started on some previous
pages turning over
as each morning creeps 
closer to sunlight & 
Warmth

       Out here a tower of salt
    eroding and recaptured by the 
  surf rolling back out and now a part
the whole larger than imagining
Comprehension of here
& now
less than 
flowing, a river of 
feeling
flash bulb moments sparking through
closed eyes and allowing
senses
unpolished and unrestrained
unpracticed and wobbly

Legs though, strong
& planted, though
not rooted to
anyplace/time
only self seeking
an other
and found through
providence

at which
these lines
intersected at just
a moment
it flashed by; 
a star paraboling
and we both
grabbed it & 
each other
& who knows
any more than
wherever we are
going
we are
together
& wherever
matters much
less than 
we, ever.