10.01.2021

p. 9 of ?

We were providence.

(Us.)

squinting sun sunshine shield against

pandemia

  Impervious & flowing

two souls navigating the within &&& without


how and why did we do it?

ending up in the same love

anxious and motivated to love

to try any thing because all else

things have led nowhere but

exactly there

in a green blanket, blue roof

endless hope


All doors to futures unknown, open

  because all doors, past, closed

some by our hand, some by theirs

&&& some by time and forces

  only felt only known in eye closing

backward thinking and feeling of


Was i that person?


We were, always are

that selfsame thing only remembered 

not embodied any longer

than the moment of this breath after the 

last 

we always are, what we were


past, present, future

no separation within this body

every moment lives all at once in our

hearts &&& minds

it’s all true and correct, and right

because it’s all us

because we can never escape our

  choices 

and each must be paid for 

each costs, each is a back turned

to a part of that inescapable self