Surrender

I've been preparing for this
days an unbroken chain
wrapped up in the rising
& falling
Forever until ever arrives
sooner than my blood has 
prepared
for me only stop motion
snapshotting past lives
shared and lost

Recognize these days as
presents bound together
through an understanding
few are aware enough to know
there's so many different
inflections through this in and out
breathing life
into the ether I'm slingshot
and slipshod
but seeing how this curve
diverges and vanishes at some 
alternate point beyond seeing
from one sunsetting
in presence of each
streaming consciousness shared
with the other
inevitably to become an other
lives past led
and surrendered